yoz. WE FLIRTED WITH SIR STAMFORD RAFFLES TODAY! lol. super funny. and took pictures. haha. the day was great from the ending of the school to the end of the concert, all the way home. ahah. great. (other than the bad part)
sighs. the concert was pretty entertaining,but i was falling asleep. haha. nice chocolate and sweets from candy empire. haha. nicenice. haha. took photos with sir samford raffles. hahah! super fun. XD haha.

idunnoifyou'regonnereadthis.butdude,imdisappoinetedinyou.dunnoifishouldbepissedorsympathisewithyou.dunnoiffishouldbeunderstandingorjustbeignorant.sighs,imjustreallydisappointed,

hello! haha. i think this blog is really dead. bleh. lol. oh wells. weirdo question for the day again: " did God create evil, because logically speaking, He created everything." hahaha. super weird. i really didnt know how to answer. lol. today: ate 2 ice creams.XD so tempted. i think im falling in love with ice cream all again. XD haha. anyways, NgLP was complaining right outside the staffroom tt she dun wanna go for dental. lol. after a LONG LONG time. sighs. that girl ar.. haha. in the end, she called me and said that she survived. lol. oh wells. nothing else now. oh ya. stupid mrs hor jz told us about the e math test is on thrusday. crappy.

yoz.
A GOLD! A GOLD! A GOLD! OMG. IM SO SO SO HAPPY! AFTER 3 MONTHS OF "not really hardworkig" practices, we did it! we were one step away from challenge shield, but oh wells. I DUN CARE! WE GOT A GOLD! whee. thanks guys. thanks so much. you guys were the greatest.=)
we almost had a heart attack la. thought we got participation. prilla actually walked all the way to the podium, then they were like. "oh sorry. i made a mistake. 61 &71st coy" by then, a whole lot of ppl were already crying.
then they went through bronze, silver, and gold, and our name was like. the 2nd last. NEAREST OF THE CHALLENGE SHIELD! thAt means thatr we were THAT close to the challenge shield. can you imagine, if we didnt screw up THAT badly, we could have gotten the challenge shield? oh wow. cool!! XD ahah. oh wells. after we all fall out, everybody was screaming with tears in their eyes.the intro and the ending for the music drill was pretty bad. and the starting of the falling in procesure was pretty bad too. lols. i expected a silver or something. cz of ourmusic drill. lols. all our efforts are not wasted after all.
im gonna miss the practice days. gonna miss everyone. we worked towards the same goals for the past 3 months. every sat ever since the year started. mann. i think bynext sat, i'll wake up wondering wad to do next. haha. the friendships made, especially with all the " pioneer" seniors. sam(my "fav" NICE NICE senior), mel, ange, tang, stacey(my girlfriend, cum falling-in-procedure-partner), vera, rachel ong, amelia(my stamping partner whom i have telepathy with), mak, esther (my good friend for one or 2 days. ) and all others. thanks for all the support and stuff, and the "senior" seniors , weixin, chia, gemma, PRILLA, and others. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! XD
all the " omg. you're so skinny. im so fat" days, and waiting at the pizza hut for 2 hours, and etc, being ppl's fav junior, listening to rants and blasting music,and prilla's "omg. wad happen to your drill? go do again!" , gemma's favourite word of the day, mrs chong's "arm swings, lift 90! LIFT LIFT LIFT!", ms wong's REALLY STRICT drill, etc. im definitely gonna miss those. and the sec4s are going soon. oh man. so sad. sighs. we shall have a contingent outing! XD a not so expensive one now. XD

heyy. im waiting for joy now. hahaha. so bored, and im lazy to go polish my boots. sheesh. i should go polish my book now. whee. bye! i'll blog again later.

hey. afew words before my sis steals the com. lol. joys coming to stayove rtmr night. whee. so cool. and MAYBE. we go night swimming. haha. how cool is that. whee. ahaha. and today, prilaa came and be shocked at our muic drill's standard. oh gosh. screwed! XD haha. ohwells.
jieyi is in shock!!! wad sudden appearance, and wad sudden question, that shocked and made cheng jie yi so stunned. HAHA! joke. i just made someone be so embarrased. XD haha.

hello! changed sseat yesterday. and yeahh. im right under the teacher's nose. lol. 3rd row in the centre. gosh. cant be pai anymore. haha. and im still in the path of yorkying when she goes toilet. haha. ohwells! anyways. drill was dead yesterday. half th4e contingent came down, and we only did 1 round. haha. ohwells.
today, super funny. MS CHEONG IS JUDGE! AND LIPIN CANNOT BACK OUT! XD hahaa. and mr ong banged into me with his very fat bag, ad shouted" congrats............ ( we all couldnt hear wad he said) " HAHA! so funny. today, had rehearsal for enrolment service. haha. so fun! caro was so funny. and i was so STONE. hhahaa. " jesus, you are my best friend, you will always be. nothing will ever change that" haha.
music drill's so screwed. SCREWED! we're gonna die. where is our 30 practices gonna come aboutt?? lol. ohwells. ss test was.. erm.. ok. i think can pass. but very bad. gonna be like 6/12 or something. ohwells. can pass! XD haha.
competition is 3 days away!!

"my grace is suffiecent for you, for my powers are made perfect in weakness" 2cor 12:9

Joy in Serving Jesus

there is joy in serving jesus
as i journey on my way,
joy that fills the heart with praises,
every hour and everyday.

(Chorus)
There is joy, joy, joy in serving jesus,
joy that throbs within my heart;
every moment, every hour.
as i draw unto His power;
there's joy, joy, joy in that never shall depart.

There is joy in serving Hesus,
joy that triumphs over pain;
fills my soul with heaven's music,
till i join the glad refrain.


There is joy in serving Jesus,
as i walk alone with God;
'tis the joy of Christ, my saviour
who the path of suffering trod


There is joy in serving Jesus,
joy amid the darkest night
For i've learned the wondrous secret,
and i'm walking in the light


haha. i just had that song in my head. woots. so cool. i was so ultra bored, stoninh, and began to sing songs in my head. and. poof. this song appeared and it got stuck. lol. so cool! XD
sighs. i havent submitted my english essay. oopsXD i think im one of the latest. and i still dunno how to do. haha. hey me. haha. anyways. i've been blog hopping all my church ppl's blog and its like. omg. i missed out sooo much. blehh. so sad. i shall make i actually go for church camp again at the end of this year. even hough it would be diff. like. its family. but. oh wells! it shall make do! XD
haha.
i think my phone bill's die larr. keep msging and caling ppl. XDXD OH WELLS. i shant care. whee. im so smart! XD
haha. im gonna be so so tired for the next 3 weeks. diedie. sat are always my free days and my saturadys form now on are like.. jam packed. woosh! hahhaa.. im so smart. whee. i shall go do english essay now. 500 words. siao. i dunno how to do!!

format drill is finally OVERR!! OVER OVER OVER!! i thought we did quite badly. but, the seniors, and ms wong, and other ppl said it was not bad, and si yan was saying that the grand stand had ppl saying. omg 1st coy is damn good. wow. i didnt know! XDXD haha. lets hope its true lar. haha. oh wells. whee. its over! now its just music drill. which is so much more fun. and cool. XD hahha. we have to do it like.. 30 times. =( sighs. im so scared. like, the formations can only be seen from the top, and the judges are like.. gonna be right beside us. goodness! they wont be able to see anything la.. sighs. haha. aanyways.caro and joy were feeling super nervous and i was like.. not feeling anything at all. then came the shocking news, esther is burning, and she needs to go home! diediedie. vera took her place, even though it was so out. if not, if it was like.. according to height, she would have been at my place! and everybody will move down, and we wont be able to perform! then we had nice nice ppl coming to tell us thaat we ccan jz slot vera in there at esther's place. haha. XD and it worked! its over now. no more format. whee. XD

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
first, i cant go for church camp. now i cant even have my friends coming over to sleep. omg. wad's your prob. so annoying la....
joy and caro had so much hope to come over ok. i even asked my grandma. she seemed pretty happy that my friends were coming! gosh. damnit. dun allow me to go over to my friends house to sleep, fine. i understand. but whyyyy. wad the heck is wrong with having friends over. like. i have no time to do anything else. sighs.
annoyedannoyedannoyiiiiinnnnggggggggg... and 2 hours at pizza hut waiting for the food did not help either. a ride from thomson to changi didnt help either. AAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. why is it so annoying.
i want i want i want.. shouldnt you at least thnk about how much i missed church camp, and at least let SOMETHING be enjoyable this holiday? must all holidays suck? oh! great news. im not going in america already. DECEMBER. wth.

chengxi: haha. ok thanks. i couldnt go for camp cz i had training at school, and competition's on sat. so.. yeahh. i cant pon 3 trainings ina row. and i made that commitment much earlier before they told us that we had to full time that camp. so.. yeahh. there was no way i could go. haha. oh wells. i know you missed me! XD jkjk. hope you had fun!

i just cried infront of the tv cause of a dream. damnit. i really dont want to lose it. sighs. ive never cried because of the tv before. sighs. i shall update later.

my sis is mad. bleagh/ haha. and i have to live with it. ahaha. i feel so stupid larr.. my maid took less than 5 min to shine my boots and i took dunno how long larr. got laughed at today, for being so dumb. -.- hhaha. oh wells. and someone said i llok fat, and another said i looked like a mango
and my mum said caro is pretty. stop living in self denial!
haha. oh wells. i realised that i go so high when doing the "seduo" thingy! ahahhaa. so ultrafunny. and vera makes me go mad, and stacey's also my singing partner. lol. so funny.. XDXD hahaha. whee. drill was so much fun today even though its 3 days. FREAKING 3 DAYS AWAY. freak!!

"jesus, you are my best friend, you will always be. nothing will ever change that." XD whee. its stuck in my head. XD

whee.
i got sun tanned!! XDXD haha. drill was pretty fun. but im still gonna whine. I WANNA GO FOR CAMPPPPPP... sdiivishs. i kept telling myself wad they were doing at that moment larr. gosh. sdsoivhnhkilkn lkncvlkv. sighs. oh wells. at least i had quite a fun time at drill. haha. i changed 4 times in total: blouse mufti blouse mufti. then blouse agiaan
haha. oh wells..
i went to kap and the moment we put down our bag. voila! a msg came in and my mum said she was waiting for me in school. how fun. haha. oh wells. i got my sundae after all. haha.
bleagh. im so tired, and i havent read my F451. diee.
haha.I WANNA BE AT CAMPPP NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....... stop bullying me like that. not fun anymore.......

whee.
drill was killer today. and i spent the whole time whining:' i want to go to church' X 1000000
hahahha. oh wells. got sun burnt yesterday but the tan faded by today. lol.
ms wong didnt say anythiing much. haha, oh wells.
'you're getting there. but. not there yet' oh man. im so sian of drill . so sick of it. bleagh.CAMP STARTS TOMORROW... I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
;pdfbovdfabhfdojb.
sighs. i hate this. i hate this i hate this.
anyways, there was new creatioons youth games at our school today. their games are so cool!! XDXD haha. and we freaked out the guys. lol.
i found a nice quiet spot in school! evebn though there's like. damn alot of mosquitos, but. its a nice peaceful place. next time, im gonna being bygon and off, then i'll sit there for hours. XD whee. hahaha. so fun.
hmm. i went back to the old house today. and brought back countless memories. i jz stood at the wndow and i felt like crying lah. sighs. lol. hahhaa. oh wells. then i went for dinner, and met petrina! XD haha. i was eating half way. thenm suddenly, got a damn hard nudge, turned around and saw pet in a skirt! ( or wad looked like a skirt) hahha! so prettty! lol.
oh wells.
im gonna go polish my boots.


oh. someone just told me blogs are for loners. FINE! XD

oo. my great great progress report cme in today, and i was just waiting to die. sighs. the wait always isnt nice. especially the wait for her to say something.
and i waited..
and waited the whole day.
then. i got an answer
" i dunno wad to say. i dun think seeing the teachers will help" fullstop. the end. byebye. she signs the papers and continue teachingmy bro. sighs.
im so sorry. i shall work harder next term, which has started, and get better results! much better to get my goals. and if i really dun do it, i dunno wad im gonna do. im jz gonna die. die. die. and my dad's not home yet. im still waiting. sighs.
L1R5, so so bad.so ultra bad. so bad i cant face it. i cant even get into a JC for goodness sake. its sooo horrible. and so far, i think mine's the worse. actually, i nv went around asking.
that is 1 advantage of sitting iin a corner. the only.
sighs.

i got asked a question yesterday:" if i had the freedom to do anything, absolutely anything in the wordl. anything i can ever dream of." i stoned. i didnt have ANY idea wad to say. sighs. i jz realised im a girl with no dreams. no EXTREME dreams that allows me to do anything in the world. if you ask me to fly, i'll go: for wad? sighs. im hopeless indeeed. lol. XD



" Cast your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you. He will never let the righteous fall"

lsdvoasfhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he was like. i understand i understand i understand. i tell u: if you want to full time the camp, will you please please PLEASE tell us ealier?! like. at the start of the year to make sure we dun commit to anything, or something? its like. now you keep saying that we're not forcing you all. wad the heck. i realy cannot go. sighs. nbut i want to GOOOOOO... I WANT I WANT!! tian he lao shi. sighs. even xiao meiLS allow me to stay for sunday then i jz leave in the night. im diff from zixin! she needs arrangement for her bed but i dun! it'll jz be like 1 extra packet? sighs. im so annoyed.

bleh. 5 teacher came to me and ask why im not going already. mann. i feel so guilty. bsdfaldsoviafiaoghvre. annoyed

heys, havent updated for sometime. lol.
life's ok. drill and Gb is driving me nuts. and im gonna run on thursday cz i refuse to wear full u on at turf city. thats mad. LC today was super fun. after games everybody was so high and stuff! dinner table was damn noisy! haha. and i met angeline too. ahhaa. so cool and fun. whee.
school's gonna drive e nuts too. there;s a hist test and a a math qui on monday. i dun think i can have time to revise finish la. gosh. sighs. oh wells. i shall jz.. try. XD
ohh. anyways, the america thing is TENTATIVE. i shall repeat myself. TENTATIVE! XDXD

usually, i'll reply on the tagboard. but i think its screwed. so. yeah. replies!
charis: thanks. XD your reply's on the tagboard. lol.

chengxi: you are so excited about camp! you make me wish i was counting down too. im not goign for camp. sighs. ;ooxhscvishgdfg. sorry. the tagboard went nuts when i was halfway typing it. haha. anyways, yeah!haha. yeah. i guess. butbutbut. sighs. dunno la. im jz gonna try my best. XD thanks anyways. =)

jiaying: haha. thanks. yeah. as i said, its tentative. but. yeah. should be for them and my other aunties and uncles. XD haha. yeahh!! its sad ok! i want to go!! but.. i have responsibilitiesin school. sighs. i want to go for both! how i wish i can part time the camp, then i can at least be there for the night sessions. sighs. oh wells. there's always next year and next next year!! XD haha. you know 3 teachers came and ask why im not going already? oh myy. i feel so.. pai. nv come to church for 1 month, then not going for camp. sighs. oh wells. priorities! =)